last night i was asleep by 10. hell proud of it! think all the working is wearing me down. summer school starts next week, so it will be much less working. hee..i can technically work nights, but i'm a bitch, and i don't particularly like my own scheduling manager. anyways, i was rudely awakened at midnight by my sing song phone, i pick it up sleepily, in a half daze, and i hear "you never punch in punch out today is it?" my mind was catatonic, and i was too sleepy to process that whole long slew of words that erupted in my ear in 1 second flat (yes, she speaks that fast), i think i said i did punch in and out, and that my card is somewhere at the top of the card slots, and i think i mumbled some other nonsense that i can't remember now. but i do remember not being able to fall back to sleep and telling her off for waking me up. i tossed for a good half an hour. and well, i'm sure you can imagine how peeved i was.
and then, this morning at 830, the rudest bitch woke me up.
kaye always says i'm smitten. am i really? maybe it's mostly ambivalence i'm feeling. that comes across as smitten-ness cos i enthusiastically describe the happy events, and leave the pensive thoughts to myself, as i sort through them and try to inject some logic into it. at the end of the day though, i know i'll let me heart triumph, and go with what it dictates, even if my mind is warning me of the darkness of the path. yes naz, i am stubborn. maybe even more stubborn than you. ha!
